All literary articles and poetry contained herein are written by staff, patients and trainees of MPF-RBR Pasig and Cebu. Some names have been changed or omitted to maintain confidentiality.
CHRISTMAS AROUND MY FAMILY
by E.L
Christmas Season is just around the block. We were all geared up for our December 13, 2009 Lay Forum. Relatives were all set for the show and we were eager and happy to see them. With music blasting, the facility was filled with the Yuletide spirit.
It was around 2:00 pm when we started preparing for our Christmas presentation. Although I was very busy minding my own preparation, I kept on thinking about how I would react upon seeing my family that afternoon. How can I describe the feeling where I feel close to home yet I’m kept far away? Yes, it was eerie. The recollection of emotions – happiness and affections of my once condescending heart made me realize I never knew I can miss them this much.
The clock struck 3:15, and the show began. I can hear the first group performing outside and the audience clapping. I was sure that my family would be there. Sad thing is we are not allowed to talk to or go near them. Finally, it was our group’s turn to perform. Then, I saw them. Another weird feeling came to me: Am I happy? Sitting 15 meters away from me, the people from whom I want to ask forgiveness, are already there smiling and waving at me like I have been forgiven. I kept on looking at them while still doing my number. Then I glanced at my fellow trainees, then at the other families, and back at my family. All of them were smiling, beaming with pride and looking very content. I thought to myself: This is even better than spending Christmas around the world. Seeing our loved ones – our families and friends – laughing, applauding, smiling and just being there can bring me Christmas everyday.
